Two people I admire…that’s a hard one. It really is because to me the world has gone down the drain and there aren’t many people who show they are worth anything anymore. Well, I’ll stick with the two who I’ve looked up to my entire life. Steve Irwin, I don’t like the jokes about him, he really was someone I admired and respected and it hurt when he died. No, I can’t see myself being as great as he was. No I’m not afraid of having his greatness within me, not at all cause I know its not there. I wouldn’t be able to do what he did, weeks before he died he had actually just recovered from a broken neck and back from some other accident, and then he goes and still does this stuff and died doing what he loved. If I was in his position I could see myself laying in bed acting like the entire world was over for me and milk it for all its worth. At least when I was younger I probably would have been like that, now, I really don’t know and to be honest, I don’t want to find out the hard way. I’d rather not find out at all.
The other person that I admire, and this is a difficult one, would be my mom. She’s put up with all my bs and teenage bad kid person stuff when I was growing up and then she let me join the Air Force and sends me money when I need it and helps me with everything and expects nothing in return. I feel bad I didn’t even get her a bday gift this week because I have no money, I feel bad about that. If I was as nice as her, I wouldn’t be as angry all the time, or maybe I would. That’s hard too because she has her moments like anyone else. She’s really bad about holding in her stress but she does that so I wont worry. And when my Grandma died 2 years ago the day before my moms bday, I think she showed how strong she was for everyone. Even me, because my grandma is something that is very hard to talk about with anyone. I finally can mention her, but I still havnt even been to her grave. She’s buried with my grandpa at a national cemetery cause he was in the Army, was in the Korean war and they are buried together, I’ve been there to his grave, just when she died, I never went. I couldn’t even see her at the viewing. I remember I had to go to the bathroom and I was waiting outside the viewing room, but in order to get to the bathroom I had to pass the room and I glanced in and I couldn’t go in there. My mom sat with me, she had to go put something in the casket, I had bought grandma a small pillow with Eeor on it and it said, I thought of you today and smiled, I bought it for her when I was in Germany and they put it with her. But my mom was strong for both of us. I feel stupid cause I don’t wanna make her be in the position, I’d rather be the one to take care of her cause she moved my grandma in the house and helped her after grandpa died. Sorry I don’t think I answered the questions for this. I actually have a book that’s Winnie the poo my grandma loved EEor and I have this book waiting to put on her grave. I don’t know if that will happen but my mom is another person I admire.
If I had any of the traits I’ve been talking about I would say that yes, I’d need to lose my excuses.
Years ago I would say I loved the new Obi-Wan because Ewan McGregor is hot lol. But I admire Luke, but not for the fact he was the awesome one in the original movies, but because he faced the one thing that was probably his fear at the moment, swallowed his pride and did the right thing not only to save his father but helped his sister too. ROTJ is my favorite and Luke shows incredible strength especially after what happened in previous movies, I think it shows no matter what it is, you can face your fears, learn new truths, and still come out better then what you were. I think Luke put it all on his own shoulders in the last movie and he did it for his sister and for his friends, and his father. Not many people these days would even care anymore. And that’s sad to me. But Luke is my favorite Jedi.
I’m sorry this was so long I hope I wont interrupt your work lol. Sorry!
