My 90 day challenge

I think I finally figured out my motovation. And its not for anyone else but God and myself. I’m hurting bad from my Grandmothers death, and its not her fault i dont blame her, not once. I just am very upset that she is no longer here. I think its cause she wont see me become an astronaut. Thats all she’s known me talk about. I do need to move on from the past and focus on the now. Focus on gettin my future together. But that doesnt mean the pain has gone. I miss her everyday. And everyday I push these feelings aside I eat and eat and eat, eat junk food, eat foods that dont help. I figured that much out. So starting first thing tonight after I wake up and get ready for work, I’m startin a new healthy eating thing and I’m doing P90X tomorrow. I bought new running shoes. Hundred shoes but they fit how my feet run and work with me not against me. So heres the beginning of my journey, I’m doing a 90 day challenge. I figure since p90x is 90 days and I bought a book that was written by two biggest losers and they have 90 day challenge, but its my own activites just they are here for motovation. Book is called The 90 day fitness challenge by phil and amy parham. I found this in the christian inspiration. I think I also sort of found my faith as well. I roll my eyes when i write that cause i think why didnt i find it months ago when all of this started, but I’m not gonna focus on why this or that didnt happen. I’m just gonna focus on the next 90 days. Okay well I’ll write here everday or maybe every few days.

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