2 people I admire: My best friend Mars, and I’m not sure about a second person. I think I said my mom last time but maybe I just wanted myself to believe I loved her, dont get me wrong I love my mom a lot. But I think I was tryin to make myself or all of you to believe that my mom and I had a great realtionship and thats not the case. I do love my mom though a lot. I’d be lost without her. As far as Mars goes I think i admire her cause shes loyal, she’s stuck by me through my worst time and never once given up on being friends with me. I think when it comes down to it, I would do the same for her or any friends I have. I love my friends, I dont have many and I try my best to make sure I keep em. I think the more I think of it, I do make excuses. I think if I were to really acknowledge that I’m a good person or that I have these great things about myself, of course I would have to change. Not only that I wouldnt have any more excuses like omg I’m a retard or omg Im a complete F’d up person. Things like that.
As far as which Jedi inspires me. Yoda lol. He just is always calm and knows how to make those around him relax and can help others to their right path. Wish he could help me.
Recognizing that seeing yourself as having the potential to do more is hard sometimes. It’s easier to accept all the bad things people say about you – but that wouldn’t be living your life to the fullest.
I’m glad to see you are able to understand more and more of yourself as you go along.